I took a little vacation from life about a month ago. I relaxed with other members of the over-fed, white upper-middle class on a cruise ship. It was nice.
Then I came back to New York and resumed my 9-6, which was like sticking my soul back in the freezer. School starts again in four days, and I am obviously thrilled. I love nothing more than doing work to appease someone who doesn't even take the time to learn my name.
I am bookending my days with panic attacks about my future and what I want to do with my life. On the bright side, I make sure to set aside time every day to stop worrying about my future. I use that free hour to live in the past and/or hate my current life. All in all, things are just as I left them one month ago.
7 years ago
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maybe we should say "fuck it" and go live on a boat for the rest of our lives...it's a thought.
and by boat i mean cruise ship complete with white shorted hot waiters, pina coladas, four swimming pools and an unlimited supply of rom coms and chick lit....
oh hi its me, the person youre gonna be looking at every day in about 5 or 6 months. im here to tell you the future is full of me! and thusly full of fun (OBVS). fret not my child. as soon as i hit stateside itll be you, me, peanut dressing, checkers, stupid movies, and cuddles on drooly pillows <3
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